Is it sad that the only way i could decide if i should go back to school was by trying on my uniform to see if i looked good in it…… i didnt. However i still attended school today, knowing ofcourse i would look like the fat legged jamie we all know AND LOVE. I dont mind though, i manage by remembering that whenever i saw a larger person i always looked at them the same way i look at anybody else on this earth, so i figured everyone is used to the size i am and look at me the same. i came to the conclusion that they just must be used to the size i am. It makes me feel confident and then i forget my chubbyness (: right until i see my EX best friends.. they are so perfect. i know im not super fat and i could get rid of it but i can jsut never find the motivation :( i suck.

BUT STILL LOVIN LIFE :D